the sadness that's killing all of me ;[`

the feeling of being alone, the feeling of being the one who lost control of everything, the one with the most faults and the one with the highest insult... that was me. from the beginning I was that person.

I tried my hardest not to show it ,but it does show, every time. and every time I look back I always see. the thing that was not behind me..  but was always been in front of me.

I am tired of trying, I want to ESCAPE NOW!!! I need a PASSAGE! to end the ME.. that is beginning to DIE! now~ I don't want to feel the pain no more. ;[ I want to RUN! against all odds I want to ESCAPE!


help me ;[