My first few hours

Actually I saw him and her a while ago... I don't really have to tell who they are, should I? Well my love who was him... Blah blah blah.......

I regret not telling and not expressing myself to him... I regret everything... He held my hands... I felt the sadness and the eagerness to hold him close to me... But eventually that won't happen [I know that... T.T]

I wonder if he feels the same way... I wonder if he had regrets too... I wonder... [T.T]

Seeing him like that... Seeing him with her... It fucking hurt, down to my core... And it breaks my heart...

As I listen to the song "everywhere" by Michelle Branch... I feel like I should really forget this "one sided love" and get over it! Duh??? It’s not worth it… anyway [ToT]

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A while ago… Ma'am Lhai. One of my inspirations inspired me again I don't want to be... Like this anymore there's something inside me that I want to change... And soon I will change I'm sure about that... I will change... I want to be more mature and more than, this person I am now... I will be, soon I know... I have to believe so...

I will write to you soon... I'm kind of... Tired though it's still 02:20 in the afternoon... Haha eating a lot makes me so tired [ToT] So jaa! I will update to you soon...