I decided

hey, I know it's been so long since then.

anyway no one reads my blog.. so??

duuuuuh! LOL

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I wanna ask you something..

if a person you love the most 

(not a bf or gf thing I'm not into that)

had made so many mistakes.. I mean he

committed many sins.. not only to you

but also to another person who you cherish the most

will you still believe him/her? although you know he/she's a sly?

`cause you know. I just made a decision

but i don't know if it's "ok"

what if I had made a mistake by believing him/her?

what if? 

I know.. I know..

it's my fault..

if the "bad" thing happened

I'll try to end this...

i hope the othe person I love the most will

understand.. why I did it.

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a prayer:

God, if you can read this.(i know you can read this)

I'm sorry for creating another sin yesterday.. I'm very sorry..

i just can't help my self. but I promise. i promise.. I will never do it again

that'll be the last time... and please guide me.. please.. light my path..

'cause I don't know the way.. it's dark.. and I'm scared...

I'm so scared.. I need you.. I need you.. 

Father, i need you.. T^T