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let me start by saying "good day" , today is just a day like any other days. I had a feeling that I will kill someone today but I'm still hesitating "what should I do?" that question always comes to my mind. I have known this person for quite a long time, he was my friend. I do love him , he was such a GREAT friend , he was there when pressure struck in my head , he was there when everything had fallen apart and he was there when i tried to end it all.

why do I need to kill him? you ask?
I myself don't know the answer.

the black rabbit is getting inside my brain and I'm beginning to be pessimistic about it♪♫

the queen of hearts she made some tarts, the knave of hearts he stole some tarts.. the mad queen said, off with his head... off with his head~♪♫