hello there :) it's me!

hmm, I would like to write the things that I have been doing in the past weeks :) and I'm very sorry for not posting. that's just because I have been out of town lately.. and that's because of things.. that are occurring mu damn brain :) but I don't know if it's bad or good? well it's an experience so... it's fine I guess. well I think, this evening will be a good start to write things. :) I hope I'll have a nice. :) thinking ability, then. hmm.. anyways..do you know that being able to climb a mountain is very soothing? I mean it's really satisfying at the same time? hmm. then you have to find out..so stay tune. LOL


I always lie.. but the good thing is I say the truth, while I'm writing I don't know how to lie when or whenever I'm writing and maybe that's a good start.. to the change I wanted the most.. but duh. who cares right? I'm a very very shitty person deep inside.. I mean my life is a trash.. but maybe I still did make something to make people in smile.

'cause I may not be the perfect sister, daughter,neighbor,friend or anything..... I may not be great nor cool... nor cute or beautiful.. but one thing is for sure.. I am what I want to become and I will be something that no one will ever and ever.. gain :) I'm me.. and that's what make me.. something 'cause I may not be all those things.. in the upper level of this paragraph... but I'm super ORIGINAL.. and that's what you can call a nice way to say who I am. :) start with O and end it with a soft L.

anyways.. I'm preaching :) haha LOL. so should I write this evening then ? hmm. okay so.. see. you..

note: so what if no ones, reading my online journal? that's will not hurt me.. nor will I cry for that sort of thing.. I wanted to write right? so... be it.. with readers or without I'm going to write. :)

so jaa. matta. :)