the special, gift of GOD :)

today was a good day, that's because when you say that it's good then it'll be good but if you say that it's bad then it'll be bad :) actually I have realize the mistakes that I am making and the mistakes that I have made. and all this time I have realize that I was wrong it's really not good to hate the most special Gift that God has give you and that's LIFE :)

all this time I have wrong :) it's not the darkness that was covering me made me hate life, though it's just the me inside that is killing the inner me, the twin that I have thought that was inside my body was just a lie. 'cause my real twin was beside me all along, and he was not trying to make me miserable he was trying to help me realize things that I didn't realize earlier :) being able to live is a very great opportunity I have realize it now :) the fact that I was wrong and the fact that I was in the bad. :)

If I find the happiness that I was looking for can I stop time and just wish that, that moment will don't last :( ? but my real happiness won't escape, right? I know the real things won't be dissolve by misery. I hope, I really hope :) tomorrow will be a busy day so :) for tonight I'll say goodnight :)