what a nice day :)

yesterday I thought of dying but now :( I endlessly want to live? what's the matter with me I have ditch my own plans :(( I should have known that this was gonna happen, LOL but anyways I'm okay now partially. today was a wonderful day maybe God dedicated this day just for me even though it was not that amazing still I enjoyed it :) and the main reason is because I have realize that being alive is not that "pain in the ass" it's a nice achievement.. :)) and a nice gift :)

I started my day quite well, e, I guess that's because yesterday was a rainy day but today it's hot again :) well I went to school then have lunch with my colleagues then I went to the mall and have a chat with them for a while then we went to my half brother's house then.. we have a very nice time there. :)) and we we're happy :)

maybe that's the essence of life you'll not get happiness when you didn't encounter the worst!! :))
so let's live like we're dying and live with a happy smile in our faces even though it's not a great life :) so the next time we encounter a lonely person he'll say that we have lived the rest of our lives with happiness :))

so tomorrow again :)) I love you goodbye :)